1st Step

So we have our first appointment with the Reproductive Care Center of Sandy, next Tuesday at 4:00PM. We are very nervous yet very excited about this. We're not sure what they will do, what the test's will be like, what the doctor will be like, what the prognosis will be, or how we'll handle any of this. However, we do know that Heavenly Father is aware of us and wants us to be happy. We know that with his help and our faith in him, we can get through anything.

Just a little history. Jon and I have been married for 12 years and started trying to expand our family after 2 years of marriage. We had a few tests done along the way and I have taken medication to try to help our predicament to no avail. We both have issues that we have brought to the table. So, instead of doing what we're doing now 10 years ago, we have sat on this problem. Both of us being stubborn and thinking if we have enough faith, it will happen. Not true. We have learned that sometime's we have to take our own initiative and then Heavenly Father will step in. We have alos learned that once you stop relying on Heavenly Father, he will most defnitely humble you to help you remember that he needs to be included. We have also looked at adopting, however the agency we chose treated us so poorly that we became discouraged. It's bad enough not being able to have children, but then to have someone be insensitive to your needs only compounds it.

So now we are taking that leap of faith and are going to do all we can to have a family. This is a complete walk in the dark because we have no idea what Heavenly Father has in store for us. We have had to completely put all our trust in him which isn't easy for either of us. But we both know without a shadow of doubt that no matter what the end reslut is, we will be blessed.

Thank-you again to all our family and friends who have supported us and have prayed for us. It means the world to us. We will try to keep you posted as often as possible.